Hello folks - I do not know if anyone went through this or not - but my youngest son is going through terrible emotions (which I knew would come) such as fear of future, etc. He told me that he feels he doesnt have a home anymore - which is true and I see the toll this has left on him...he was so resilient before all this happened and now he is not as much. Which has left me wanting to protect him and has got me considering taing her back (if she were to ever ask). I would do anything for my children and this would be one of them. I think about getting back with her and I know it would be awkward but I believe we could work together for our kids to get them through college. I think about it and I do not believe I would ever be able to let her touch me again (because the triggers would just be too much to take). But I think it would really help our children. I do not know of anybody who has tried it, but seems it could work i dk.....I always hold out hope we could work together for the sake of our children...I know it sounds crazy but I would certainly consider it. Thoughts..