bewildered!
my husband never initiates having sex with me. we do have sex if i was the one initiating. aside from that, nothing will happen. i heard different reasons: "climate is too hot", "it's freezing this time", "i'm busy thinking of so many things", "i thought you didn't like it", "you don't tell me", "you were having periods, right or is it over?", "you don't start it". then lately he told me that he sees me more as his baby than his wife. though he likes to hug and cuddle in bed.
he is elder than me by 1 year. he's 35 now.
i don't understand anything now. we're just married for a year. i couldn't compare our sex life with others since he is all i got ever since i started loving someone aside my family. we didn't have sex before marriage. first sexual experience with him was 1 week after the wedding.
i don't know how to say but i feel unwanted, undesired, unloved. i couldn't help but think of his past affairs. i don't think he was the same with them. he was assertive. i initiated sex with them (according to him) and he even told me that he was wild before.
i don't know what's happening now? i am so alone and lonely.
my husband never initiates having sex with me. we do have sex if i was the one initiating. aside from that, nothing will happen. i heard different reasons: "climate is too hot", "it's freezing this time", "i'm busy thinking of so many things", "i thought you didn't like it", "you don't tell me", "you were having periods, right or is it over?", "you don't start it". then lately he told me that he sees me more as his baby than his wife. though he likes to hug and cuddle in bed.
he is elder than me by 1 year. he's 35 now.
i don't understand anything now. we're just married for a year. i couldn't compare our sex life with others since he is all i got ever since i started loving someone aside my family. we didn't have sex before marriage. first sexual experience with him was 1 week after the wedding.
i don't know how to say but i feel unwanted, undesired, unloved. i couldn't help but think of his past affairs. i don't think he was the same with them. he was assertive. i initiated sex with them (according to him) and he even told me that he was wild before.
i don't know what's happening now? i am so alone and lonely.