It's my husband's birthday tomorrow. Last year I planned a surprise party for him, there were 60 plus people there, I ordered an awesome cake, had the room decorated in black and silver with red flowers and balloons. I also planned a surprise of dancing girls to come in and they were birilliant. There was a Dj too and he played all the songs my H loves. It was an awesome evening. I can't help remembering it now, and am so sad at the current state of affairs. We've never been apart for birthdays and this is the first time. I really miss him. I'm going to be busy tomorrow which will help some but not enough I suspect.