My husband came to me 4 days ago and told me he was having online affairs or better known as e-ffairs. I am totally devastated. But yet I still love him. We have 4 great kids together. The thought of losing my bestfriend is ripping me apart inside. He says he isn't sure how he feels anymore, that how could a husband treat the woman he loves the way he did. I don't know how to stick this out, or what to do. I am so confused about this whole thing. And with all of that said I still love this man who ripped my heart out, how can that be?