We were in a bad marriage for 15 years. Constant fighting constant insecurities. i admit i was a cause of a lot of the fights. She was not comfortable with me having women friends so i used to lie to her about hanging out with them. There was nothing but friendship. It got so bad that i moved out of the house and into an apartment. I blame myself for a lot of these issues and am trying to make amends now. She is constantly telling me the relationship is over and for me to move on. For the life of me i cannot stop trying to convince her to talk me back and to have a family unit again. She has told me over and over again she wants to date and see if she can find someone that makes her happy. I should learn to let go but i cannot. What can do? I'm at a loss. I am finding it very hard to move on.