I am soooooo tired of endings and new beginnings. How do I let go and start over...I thought of everything that is causing me to feel the need to separate myself from my spouse...one he said my dreams were unattainable and I have no hobbies..he cant account for almost 1400 missing from off his unemployment card and we got into it and I ended up getting pushed into the wall. And now lies a huge hole from impact.my kids dad started talking crap to me and brung up texts that occurred between him and my husbsnd....and the kids dad sent them to me and my husband was basically talking mess about me and saying he wish I wasn't his wife and that the baby I miscarried was not his when it was.he left me at an event and said it was justified. He didn't tell me that his mom and him planned out their birthday celebration without me. I only found out when his mom invited me at the last minute and I cant take off from work..I cry and I cry some more...I feel a part of me is dying right now...I want out.