Let me start with a lil history about this marriage, first off he is five years younger than i am and when we met i was just out of a previous marriage which also only lasted for five years. So i tried not to rush into anything to soon, we were bff for about a year spending everyday together we started dateing for another year then we got married... i thought i had the man of my dreams so i overlooked a lot of bad things that were happening in my life, i changed as a person within myself i didn't realize it then because i was so happy with this man that i forgot about the women i was before i met him. I knew the life i was liveing was just a fairytale but i wanted it so bad i accepted it. Well it ended sooner than later, he left the day after i barried my sister we been seperated for almost two years and i'm still mad.. he left me without anything but all the bills n depression, i don't feel as if i should pay for this divorce because he left but i guess piece of mind is priceless. I'm doing much better now although i'm still angry he just up in walked out on me i feel my life is going so much better for me now this was gods plan and maybe one day i will find true love but as for now i'm concetrating on loveing myself..