Saw a picture of my wife in her Halloween costume which was very sexy. Wish I didn't. Normally I am fine, but I am down today. Saw her, she looked hot, mind started to wander. Ugh. When my mind wanders it is never realistic so of course I thought of us together and things were good. We do t get along so I know its a day dream sort of. Still the felling of having the blues is real.