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ive been married for 12 years now have a 12 kid i love with all my heart. we only got marrid cause she was having my kid i got to say it has been like living in pure hell with her. in the 12 years only kissed my wife one time and thats ok with her not with me she tells me she never been in love with me and she loves my cause im kids dad. one time try to talk to my kid she beg me please not to leave her so i just stayed. but now just cant take been cussed and put down everyday just want to be happy i know been here it will nevr be.i cant make myself leave my kid.for past 5 years been sleeping alone on the floor have to beg for any sex then its hurry up do what u got to do get off me. i hate to even come home i dont know what to do anymore. all most everday i wish the lord would just take my life. i do my best to make her happy but never enough give her whole pay check i clean i cook do anything she ask what do i do im so alone