Hi, This is my first post. I have been reading on here for quite a while. Background. Me 30 years old. Her 28. Married for 5.5 years. Together for 13. No kids. Separated for 6 months. My wife, who I love more than anything in the world left me, and 2 days ago told me she is going to divorce me. We went to counseling until she gave up two months ago. I have tried so hard to save this from the beginning. I thought we had a good marriage until she dropped the bomb on me and left. Since then I have read and studied to try and learn what I had done wrong, which was a lot and agreed to change. I never blamed her or got angry. Most of her stuff is still in my house. She literally left her entire life behind. I spent yesterday taking down all of our pictures etc. I have only slept about 5 hours in 2 days. I feel so sick. She told me whatever we had is dead in her and will never come back as well as blaming me that we ever got married. She actually told me that she felt brainwashed by me all of these years. Ya right. My question is how do I let her go? I am still madly in love with her. I can't imagine my future without her.