I will try to make things short and simple. Basically I'm trying to figure out if I'm fighting a losing battle. I love my husband very much but he doesn't always make me feel like he loves me as much anymore. We have three children and the youngest is 12 months. I haven't lost all my baby weight yet mostly because I'm been really depressed. I'm NOT having the "baby blues". My husband says he has no sex drive at the moment, therefore our sex life doesn't exist. Then, I find out that the whole time he has been having online live webcam sex with many different women. Some he has dated in the past and some just random strangers he meets in chat rooms. He doesn't consider this cheating, just another version of porn. I totally disagree with him. Point to all this he makes me feel completely unattractive and that he's rather do the internet world than his own wife. We have had many discussions about this. I've threatened to leave him if he didn't stop, I did leave once, then he begged me back saying he wouldn't choose them over his family. Things were good for a couple months but he's started doing it again. Stays up all night drinking and and IMing all these women. I'm starting to think he'll never stop. Refuses to respect my opinion on things. Am I being too hard on him or is he in the wrong? I'm contemplating leaving again because I don't deserve to be treated like this. What's you guys thoughts on this? Am I wrong to think this is cheating?