Soo I know everyone is effected one way or another by this. I'm currently filing for unemployment because I work in a salon and our Govenor mandated a shut down. As I'm doing this, I had to hop on my fiance's laptop. I was in the middle of trying to register and was doing so through gmail - well, first I needed to sign out of his login to get on to mine. As I'm doing this, I noticed an email that said, *mutual friend's name* posted new photos. It was through Patreon or whatever it's called. So, this girl was a server and to make ends meet she has started posting and selling nudes and my fiance has signed up. What in the actual ****? I'm not one to shame about porn or anything like that, but I can't help but feel waaaay different about this because it's an actual person we come in contact with every now and then. I mean, am I wrong? I feel sick to my my stomach about all this - especially I because he initiated sex around the times he looked at them. Makes me feel completely useless. I don't even know how to comprehend this, let alone what next steps I should take. I'm stuck at home, drinking some beers and looking up whether I can afford to get an apartment or not. Am I going overboard? WTF.