My husband and I have been married for almost 3 years and I have had to deal with drugs, alcohol and verbal abuse during the past 3 years. He recently went to prison to serve out the remainder of his probation sentence but we still fought during phone conversations while he was gone. He turned his life over the Jesus while in prison and has been out for a week now. We both want our marriage to work and continue with the help of Jesus and pray every day and night together and separately. I confessed last night to speaking with another man and having a short relationship with this man and my husband said that he forgives me and that he forgave me while he was in prison and that he understands and can see why I did what I did because of what he had put me through over the last years of our marriage. I know that it happened because I let it but I cried so many nights because I have felt so bad. Letting him know last night has lifted that pain that I have felt for doing wrong but now my fear is that my husband will not forget even when he has said he has forgiven me. I am turning it over to the Lord to help us with this issue and my faults and we both want our marriage to work. Any advice to help me with my struggles over this one and only incident?