OK...here it goes. I'm new to this and not really sure how it works so just bear with me. I met my husband last year in April and when I first saw him I knew that he was the one for me. I met him on an internet site and we talked for about 2 months before I actually met him. So we met in April got engaged in October and were married in December. He is 35 and I'm 25. This is my frist marriage and the second one for him. He has a 5 yr. old from that marriage. So needless to say there has been some big adjustments for me. Anyway, a couple of months ago I was on our computer and I was trying to log on to something and it wouldn't let me so I went back to the history to see if I could log on from there. I noticed a bunch of porn sites that I know that I hadn't been to. My husband works at night and I work durig the day. So when he called me from work I aksed him about them and he got really quite and said that we had to talk, but it would have to be in the morning. I was really upset that night and was distraught. I'm guess I'm naive in a way because I was shocked. I mean I know that guys look at that, but I guess in my small world I thought not my husband. Yeah right...I know. Well he got home and told me that he liked to look at that stuff sometimes. In his previous marriage his ex-wife had no problem with him watching it or looking at magazines with naked girls in them. Matter of fact she would buy them for him sometimes. I told him that I didn't like the fact that he watched them. He got really upset and said that he knew it was wrong and that it was a "problem" that he was trying to fix. BTW he teaches Sunday School at our church. Anyway...he told me that he would stop and for me to not say anything to my parents b/c he didn't want them to think bad about him and I promised that I wouldn't say anything. He told me he would stop and for me not to think bad about him b/c I was the one person he never wanted to hurt. I told him that I didn't think bad of him and I would never bring it up again. A month ago I was on our computer again and I was looking back at the history and I noticed a bunch of picures of naked girls and I got upset and confronted him and he said that he didn't think picutres like that were considered "porn" and that they were "lifeless" pictures and it was the same thing as looking at a car or motorcycle both of which are a huge hobby for him. I disagree....I could way off, but I have that right. He now has the computer set so that it erases everything that is being viewed. I feel so helpless b/c the thought of wondering what he looks at while I'm at work is consuming my mind. It's so bad that I don't want him out of my site and I know that that feeling isn't healthy for me and my marriage. Oh, he has no problem with me looking at naked me b/c he said that knows who I'm coming home too. I'm sorry, but I don't feel the same. I love my husband and I know that he loves me, but what can I do to get rid of these feelings???