I have been married for 8 years. My husband and I were having problems.(well I felt we were) He was never around, always wanted to be in church, always wanted to fix his car. We were in the process having his papers fixed. I was the only one working full time and come home wanting to see him and spend time with. The house was always dirty and dinner was hardly fixed. We started to become distant. I ended up cheating on my husband One time. Just one time. Next thing I know I'm pregnant. Through the 9 months my husband and I become very close knowing in my heart this baby probably wasn't his. I have the baby which I truely believe she is not his. After I had her, a week and a half later I ended up confessing what I did. I couldnt keep it inside me. I begged my husband for a second chance. I had told him regardless if he stays with me or not, I am giving my baby to my mother, I am going through too much depression and stress, I don't want to take anything out on the baby. And she would still be in the family. Well my husband is willing to fix things, the only problem now is, he wants to go out and party with a girl he met, no sex no relationship. He took away my truck so I stay at home everyday.(unless I have an appointment) he comes home mad all the time and I calling me names. He holds the baby and shows her as much love as ever. My oldest daughter loves her too. I'm still considering giving her to my mother. Right now we don't have money to go get a paternity test. So thats on hold. He tell me I destroyed his heart. We met at 16 years old. I gave my virginity to him. Is it wrong what he's doing? Am I making the right decision about the baby?