Blogs are good to verbalize your thoughts. I have one on wordpress and it's helped me. Let me know if you start one and I'll follow you.Been recently diagnosed with depression, Dr think I've been like that for awhile, even before H leaving me. Of course it's gotten a lot worse since then. I've been dissociating for awhile- telling the dr I was actually fine and coping really well when the evidence in various forms I'd completed showed I was doing very badly. How messed up is that?
I've jut dropped Facebook, deactivated it. I can't face all those happy people anymore. I told friends and family and beside the one oh that's too bad, I'm sorry, blah blah blah, they haven't asked at all. And these same peopl writing notes about how great their marriage is, loading holiday pics of them all loved up. I just can't take it. No one gives a **** anyway. I may as well drop off the face of the earth. The only people calling me are wanting money off me for bills I can't pay.
It's like I'm finally feeling my depression instead of saying how great everything is.
Sorry this is rambling. I've nowhere to express myself except her. I've no one to talk to.
Feel like I've fallen off the cliff now.