My husband and I married 5 years ago March. We started trying to concieve our first child when we got engaged 9 months before. We have suffered loss and struggled with infertility. I have reached the point where I don't think I have it in me to try anymore. I've stopped all medications that were meant to help us concieve and have a doctors appt to discuss birth control options. My husband really isn't wanting to stop trying, but he accepts that this is too much for me emotionally and that I want to take my life back. I have acceted that our life together will be a childless one, and was wondering if anyone was in a similar situation. Does the pain ever go away? Will I ever truly be okay with my decision? I'm overwhelmed, but less than while I was TTC.