Having a bad day today. Im missing him alot today. I wish I could just detach like he has, after all he was the one that did wrong by having an affair but I still want him when I should be hating him. When will I be happy again, I'm sick of being sad.Thankyou so much for your support. Writing on this pages helps alot. It helps with the loneliness because I know here people do understand what I'm going through. Everyone around me try's to help but sometimes they just say the wrong things thinking its making me feel better but it actually can at times make me feel worse.