I resent my husband because I feel like I have more responsibility than him and because he refuses to massage my back, no matter how bad I say it hurts. I know, sounds weird in a sentence but my resentment is building. I guess the back massage is a superficial anger in response to my deeper rage of jealousy for his "fun, vacation life"... I don't want to be angry and hurt and sad all the time. I can't take the stress. How do I show love for him and not feel this way. I know it's not right of me, it just seems like I can't help it. I want to feel peace and satisfaction inside and I want to make him feel loved and appreciated too.