i took my ring off immediately after i saw my wife for the first time without her ring on, a sad day in my memory... that was over a week ago...
she left me a voicemail today saying she wanted to come over tomorrow and go through/fill out divorce papers... i think im going to let her, and not try to avoid/block it happening...when this all started/happened i told her i wasn't going to make this hard on her, and i wish her the best in the future (after a few or more days of begging/pleading)... im sad, i really do love my wife, always have... and now she is moving on, without me.
I have my "good" days... I have "bad" days... looking back, I can clearly see what I did when I shouldn't have, or didn't do when I should have. I can't change the past... I'm just trying to move on....... I don't want to....... I have to....... and I miss her.... so much....one day at a time.