Just found out my H is not alone living in Bristol. I thought his posOW was stilli in Ireland, but no, she's with him in Bristol. I am beyond devastated. It's hurts just as bad as d day. I was hopeful if she was in Ireland still, he might come out of his fog. It's been 3.5 months. I'm an idiot. He texted me he was broke, so I offered to help him and sell some stuff to help, him out. I even offerd him the spare room in my house to help him save money on rent. God I miss him. I just want him back. I know that's wrong and I know you all will tell me to forget him but it's hard. I can't turn off my feelings for him. Married12 years, we were so close, always talked, very loving. And bam, I've lost my best friend and my husband.i am finding it hard to go on. What's the point in anything. I feel like life is over.