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So, as some of you may know, I have decided to divorce my wife after finally forcing her to admit to having an affair (I had 3 or 4 d-days) and her other affair that she won't admit to, the other guy won't either, they only admitted to sending suxual texts to each other, nevermind that they hung out in his apartment for hours alone, but anyways, moving on.
She is living with me still, we are hoping to hold out until she graduates, which could be two years or so, uggh, and we have two 10 year old daughters.
For some ironic reason she was afraid of me starting to date other women, and since I have no interest in seeing anyone right now, we both promised that we wouldn't date until we are at least divorced, I managed to hold myself back from saying "But you already did date".
But anyways, moving on again to the intended original subject. I am almost terrified of being alone, I don't want to grow old alone, and when my daughters become adults it will be even more lonely.
But on the other hand, I don't want to date at all. Don't get me wrong, I see women that I am attracted to, I talk to women that I am attracted to mentally and physically. I even got a phone number for a woman the weekend before last, but I managed to "lose" the phone number (I threw it away) without ever calling her. But I guess that I'm afraid of the commitment, of being hurt this badly again. Is this normal? Once our divorce is through should I just go for it and try to date? Any ideas?
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She is living with me still, we are hoping to hold out until she graduates, which could be two years or so, uggh, and we have two 10 year old daughters.
For some ironic reason she was afraid of me starting to date other women, and since I have no interest in seeing anyone right now, we both promised that we wouldn't date until we are at least divorced, I managed to hold myself back from saying "But you already did date".
But anyways, moving on again to the intended original subject. I am almost terrified of being alone, I don't want to grow old alone, and when my daughters become adults it will be even more lonely.
But on the other hand, I don't want to date at all. Don't get me wrong, I see women that I am attracted to, I talk to women that I am attracted to mentally and physically. I even got a phone number for a woman the weekend before last, but I managed to "lose" the phone number (I threw it away) without ever calling her. But I guess that I'm afraid of the commitment, of being hurt this badly again. Is this normal? Once our divorce is through should I just go for it and try to date? Any ideas?
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