Hello, I am a 38 year old female that has recently been left by my husband of 20 years. I am a Christian and the mother of a 19 year old daughter. My husband and I have been through so many difficult situations during our marriage. I have always tried to be the most loving and supportive wife I can be. 10 years ago he left me and moved in with another woman for about a month. I forgave him and he moved back home. Recently my husband has befriended a lady on facebook from high school. She is terminally ill. This friendship has went too far. He went from just chatting with her on facebook to texting her constantly. So much so that he began to completely withdraw from my daughter and I. His reasoning behind this relationship is that he just wants to be there for somebody that has had a similar background to him. My husband had a very rough childhood. His mother was verbally and emotionally abusive. I have always taken this into consideration in my marriage to this man. I have done all I can do to be supportive to him. I recently told him that I felt like he was having an affair with this woman even though there is no physical contact at all. On November 5 of this year he left me. He said he is not happy and I am not happy so he decided to move on. He now has his own apartment and we are barely speaking to each other. He is helping to support my daughter and I financially but he really just wants his freedom. I know my husband is spiritually lost right now and it breaks my heart. I have to admit that I do not want him back in my life because I feel I can never trust him again. I found some very disturbing emails that he sent to this woman who is dying. I continue to pray for him but I am just so lonely. Neither one of us have even mentioned divorce but I know my husband is back on facebook again and looks as if he is already in another relationship with a different woman. I am just so hurt. I have given 20 years of my life to this man and I feel so rejected. Looking for some advice on how to move on with my life.