I have been married for 17 years and separated for 7 months now and last night I felt all the memories come back from the months before our separation - him telling me that he was not in love with me any more and me begging him to change. I didn't sleep at all last night and this morning I am feeling anxious and worried like I did when we were in the middle of all of this. How is it that after 7 months I still feel this way? Shouldn't I be able to move on some and accept that he doesn't love me any more? I'm feeling as bad as I did the day he left.