I've been married for 23 years. My husband has been an achohollic for years. Erectile disfunction has been an issue for 15 years. I think because of the alcohol. The past 15 years, have been very hard for me. I feel unattractive and emotionally empty. I haven't even had a kiss is 15 years. I don't know what to do? I love him like a family member; but I need to have touch! I know he lives me; but I don't know how to live without sex. I'm so depressed.