In I just want my husband back because all he does is sleep now we barely talk and we only have sex once a month I tried talking with him nicely about the situation but he just gets angry please help because Ive tried everything...

Last year my husband raped me while I was asleep. I've been super cautious sleeping now around him. While looking through the browser history on our laptop trying to find an old page, I see that he has been looking up RAPE PORN! I don't understand this! Is it some weird fetish!? I don't know...