how can i keep going

Hi everyone. I am a new poster here. Please bare with me as my story likely has a lot of details but I would really appreciate your advise on this. Just to give you a little background on myself, I was originally born in Asia (can't say where) but left when I was a baby and have been living in...

Wow guess I have to start from the ginning to get to the crux of this issue. I started dating him when I was 19. He is 14 yrs older. The night he first told me he loved me, he left to date another woman. That hurt...alot...and I guess it should have warned me then to give up. I didn't. He...