breaking up

Hey guys i am a new member who have experienced a devastating break up and you can ask me anything and i'll try my best to help you.

I'm so sad right now. I've been trying to be strong but my heart hurts. I'll try to spare those who read this a wall of text. me (32f) and my bf(36m) have been going out for 4 years. Things sorta came to a crossroads last week when we had a huge blow out of an argument. It comes down to...